I've been outside of the "community" for some time now, and I don't regret it. Those people whose opinion really matters to me? Are still on my f-list. And the rest, well, I can do without. Sure, I might be able to help somebody with their awakening, just as others helped me, but tbh I'm absolutely not cut out for the positions of "community leader" or "spiritual teacher". I leave those things to the people who really want to do it.